my daddy gave me a bedtime , so if i dont blog by 10;30pm on weekdays then i wont blog at all ,

i understand everything , dont make me feel foolish by saying i dont understand cause in actual fact hunny , i know much more then you'll ever understand . all i need is a second to explain myself , a minute to fix things up and maybe an hour to get things back on track , cause lately this has been too frequent , the fights for no reason, the unexplained absences , and sometimes i regret promising you from the very start . dont make me do it .
after scrolling through wedding photos, i came accross the decision that i do want to get married after all , with a gorgeous dress & beautiful bridesmaids . so as i began planning my wedding day , i realised for a short second that im much more of a planner then a someone who takes the chance and see what happens , i plan things in advance , i stress over little things that sometimes shouldnt be given a second thought , but worst thing is, after all the stress and planning, id proberly end up not doing it , so basically all the work was a waste of time but i do love the sensation itself , the buzz i get when im planning a party or what im going to wear to where , the feeling is almost invigoratingly sexy .
today judy was telling me how she sings herself to sleep . roflmaoo . judy singing . buahahaha, cbf . (L) LADY M

You ain't never gotta worry about a thang
'Cause I got you, I got you
you gon' live life proper
if you ever need a cure for the blues im the doctor,
(8)

take me away -

the funny thing is , baby we have history -
& no matter what happens
like you said from the very beginning .
' were going to be forever '

right now , nothing seems to be right . I don’t feel the happy cheerful self I was this morning, I went through the day smiling, okay so if you were like Abdul who saw me smiling you would have said something like ‘ look at this kid bro ,’ or jenny who was like ‘ the fcuk , why are you so happy ? ‘ well I was happy , I had a very nice sleep , but then between third & fourth period , I got tired so when I finally got home , I went to snooze land , until Abdul the great decided he would call me and wake up from my very nice sleep , after commenting on my croaky voice I told him to call me later ,then I realised I had missed someone very much today , so I gave that someone a call . after going on facebook , anoymonous asked me whether Ralph was okay after Sunday , to my surprise , I haven’t spoken to him since the incident so I gave him a ring-a-ding-ding, 56 seconds into the conversation he said something he shouldn’t have , so I pressed the red button . I really hope your satisfied , I wasn’t going to let anyone ruin my day today , but you’ve achieved the one goal that was so early accomplished . you did it congratulations . After msn-ing for awhile having Duncan & Amy as my only companions , I decided to do my science homework , I like writing, sometimes I have those moments where I just keep writing , jeeberish really , things that don’t half make sense but im fine with that , if jeeberish is what I write then jeeberish it will be .
Today I learnt to love inner beauty, whether someone is beautiful or not on the outside did not matter as much as the beauty beneath the skin - it amazes me the friendships I could have made if only I was abit nicer , but then again there are those really annoying people who I cant stand , by ‘cant stand’ I mean I really cannot , when I hear there voice , I could just throw my hand down there throat . im not naming anyone . k-k-k-a-a-a-r-r-r-e-n . whose that ?
LOLLL, at judy trying to ft her fist into her mouth ‘ this is how big a dick is Melinda, if you cant fit your fiest into your mouth then you can fit a dick in there ‘ I don’t think so darling , but if you say so then I’ll pretend I believe you . I now know how mean miss amy can be , yes im talking to you babe ,full bitch about everyone , but I love you (;
I hope that ‘girl’ who blogs like me stops, cause I don’t like it , if I have to , im going copyright my shit , you hear me ? you better hope you do .

love love love – miss m ;

everthing ;

We were never meant to be ; baby we just happened

if there were to be a reason, any reason for me to blog , this would be it , i now have competition . blogging should be a pleasurable activity , not a sport , where the winner takes all , but i dont mind . yeah babe your going down (:
certain sources vote melindas blogs owns your nooby ass anyday so why dont you go shove your head up where it belongs , love lots - lady m .

im eating chips because i have a craving for something warm but cause the thought of making noodles - the process itself , boiling water , waiting , etc etc . turns out to take much longer then the supposed ' 3 minutes ', so microwaving doritos is all good with me .

my periods were attempting to kill me today, no thanks doctor duncan , dont even bother bringing panadol for me , i slept most of english . i love english , speaking of english i should be reading shakespeare , jeez , his quite a odd lookin' lad , no grace dont ! omg , so because shes saving the environment she goes offline , i dont think the environment cares grace . i love jenny shes so cute , her & her beaver face , they make the walking blowjob & acne face couple look , seem sexy , far as im concerned if his treating my little girl right then i dont even care that his beaver face, acnce infeasted, four eyed pedo :)
just take my hand , and fall in love with me again . .

i have this thing for you - i cant quite describe it . but i hope i love you is enough . (L) mark .

he went offline - before reading this ...

lady m <3

rightio mate /

im sorry - but im impatient .
and right now , im not willing to wait for no one ,
not you , not me , not us .



right now , my english homework should be my main priority but , i cant help but blog ,i love blogging .Blogging gives me a sensation I cant quite describe, when I finish a post I feel all happy that ive got a whole load of shit off my shoulders, I loveeee it .
So that’s why I shall blog about my day . today . no I wont actually . I really cannot be bothered . but , I shall outline the ‘ main events ‘ ;D
Right, well id like to thank ..
bonbon , for the jacket ! my goddd , I dont know what id do without it <3
Keneth & Anthony – you lads saved my ass , even though you guys were such chickens whilst doing so .
Keneth ‘ im haveng a adrenelin rush ‘
Anthony ‘ fuck bro I think im having a asthma attack ‘
Melinda ‘ I need to change my pad ‘
Ahahha and the crazy man on the train . buahahahahahhaahaha .
*CHANGE CARRIAGES NOW *
the best part of the night was proberly the walking home part with the boys .
moon feast was too much drama , I mean I love drama – but not when mellys involved .
&
Ralph – right now , im sorry you got hit . but don’t going putting your shit on me , alright ?


ILOVEMERCEDES&GRACE .


LADY;MELINDA .

I know that our relationship ain’t right
And lately we just argue, fuss and fight
I know that it would be better
But I can’t have you never ever going away from me
I can't let you go
I don’t wanna say too much too fast
It don’t look like this love affair gonn’ last
I know that it would be better
But I can’t have you never ever going away from me
I don’t want you going nowhere
You’re the one for me
I’m lonely without you by my side
Baby I need you"

theres something wrong with the text box thing when i type , wheres graceey lee ? D;
today i really cannot be fuck to type but i will , only cause i have no life . im on the phone with david now , his such a darling , :)
lets get one thing straight before i continue - i hate private numbers , whatever the case i really hate them , i hate people who call me with private numbers - no excuses . this is to - chesterhill boy , thank you for complimenting me on my eyes but i truely hate them i shall see you tomorow you sexy beast , ben - faggot dont you ever use that tone on me . & lastly to the thrird person in a row who used private number on me - fuck you .
going on , today i ironed my uncles wedding shirt , see ? i'll make a great wife one day , yayayay . ahaha . im having a horrible case of breakouts . fmd . i finally got my monthly visit and for once im grateful to know it wont be ocming round to me on my birthday . phew *

<3 lady M

if you say so ,

okay so whatever , i had a alright day , i was like fully happy in the morning ; maybe its because that beautiful girl jenny , decided we'd eat timtams on the way to school and by all means thats fine with me , then i drank milk afterwards, cause i love milk , jennys drinking heaps of it cause she wants her boobies to grow , but im fine with mine , sure i want them to be amy size but , they can take there time - im in no hurry . i got my tests & assignment back , i got 82% in maths & 32/35 for geography . nerd ? i think so (;
so like judys a pig - like the fattest out . faaaar . eat all my gelato then eats all my chips , let me remind you missy who got the money - moi ' . thank you duncan <3 , it werent for those who donate to the ' melinda & judy appeal, i think judy & i would starve , thank you for your generousity lads .
i hate you andy , i wont lie about it , god i cant even stand your face , i dont know how we can both be in the same class room without me chucking a fit about it , if someone else dosent do it then i'll do it myself - im going to teach you a mother fuckign lesson , it should have been done a while back but it didnt , so there you get all cocky again , but hunny if i could , id shove your fucking dick down your throat and hope you choke on it
anyways , ive discovered something today but id like to keep it to myself cause ive learnt my lesson from getting carried away , you know how you get your hopes up ? and then the disappointment is always worse , so your better off just not hoping at all ? well screw the hope , ive got faith . yeah yeah suck it up
TRALALALA , i feel like singing , theres this song ... and it reminds me of ..>
MFLY .