dear jason -

jason, you mean the entire world to me & beyond . please have a lots & lots of rest , and get well soon . i dont want you to be sick , not this sick . give me a time and i'll be at outside your door everyday that you need me . rain or shine . cause this is what love is . melinda&jason-us against the world .

i want to run - but only far enough for you to miss me (L)

i have a strong feeling about this-& if you know me . a strong feeling about something , anything is very un-usual for me . it means something new .

(isnt it cute ?) (L) MARK .

as of today , i discovered my mere presence and insignifcance to this world, there is nothing i put in and so therefore there is nothing i get out of this world. i simply rely on little quotes to get me through the day & if that fails i have my girls&boys backing me up -but wouldnt it be wonderful to be immune to the things that wiegh us down , the things that keep us awake at night and the things that make us feel insecure ?.
ive been sleeping alot , i have tutor homework as well, thursday came by so fast . i have camp on friday ,saturday & sunday .
goodbye lads - lady m

goodmorning :)
im at home today , so i have nothing better to do then to blog . im forcing my brothers to eat noodles ,cause i made it just for them, so therefore they must yummi-okie-licious .
walked all the way to chesterill to buy cake mixture , cause good for nothing boyfriend wouldnt do it . argh . anyways , spent most of the day talking to kelly on the phone & watching redtube at the same time . i wanna go shopping really bad , but it needs to be a girl that im shopping with . cause i dont like clothe shopping with guys , there really fustrating . but but then i wanna go moster with amy , soo then we can pick up skater lads (8
buahaha,
i like calling mark , 'the boyfriend' its very cute . even though we fight like crazy , but but , i think it adds spice to the pudding . dont ask . grace was on msn for like 2 seconds before she went off , what could she possibly be doing at home , so here i am singing by myself . how dull . im going to watch the boy in the striped pyjamas now .

love love love ladym

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my mind lacks in the mental ability to write a proper blog today
so im sorry , i may not blog all holidays at this rate :)

yours -
lady m

but its over now ...
because in the past couple of hours , things havent been great, so my mind is not in the state to blog , its gone blah . so here goes to the random thoughts .
20 things about melinda;
1) i check out both sexes
2) im not bisexual
3) i believe in gay rights
4) i love rainy days
5) i love rainy days with hot chocalate
6) i learnt my 2 times tables in kindergarten
7) i knew how to spell 'birthday' in kindergarten
8) i dont believe in a god
9) i dont believe in people
10) i dont break promises
11) when i say 'swear' i mean it
12) pinkie promises mean much more to me then you think
13) i love cabramatta
14) i love asians
15) i love how asians are so typical
16) i hate the year 7's of 2009
17) im very bitchy
18) ive made lots of mistakes
19) i believe in one life
20) when i say sorry , half of the time ; i dont mean it

dont take anything to heart ;

lady m

im sorry .

in much consideration .

move on -


I ,Melinda can be the most forgetful duck you’ll ever meet, so to make my life much easier , ( blog wise ) , I decided I’d write notes of my eventful day , so when the time comes for me to blog, I wont spend forever and ever trying to remember what I had done in the last 6hours or so , so today in geography Raymond came up with the game ‘ look for the $5 in melindas bra’ so heres judy trying to grab what she wished she had . I no longer envy your soft flawless skin judy , cause everybody likes oranges ;D
So today that johnny boy , gave me $5 , nice old fella he is . Today we had the year 12 concert and to thinks that will be me in four years time. I sat next to the handsome Duncan & beautiful jenny , also behind MY peter , but I full felt rejected after declaring my love to Duncan , only to have a ‘ okay ‘ in return . Prick. So while jenny was drooling over HER peter, she was also dissng MY peter over the size of his head, which is NOT big, perfectly sized im very sure .
There are some songs that make me cry , songs that give me that “ sniffle “ , so while the year 12’s were singing , I got all teary cause judy is going to leave me soon , shes going all the way to … Tasmania )x
Anyway so I realised today I have the most ugly tans, t-shirt, shoe, thongs & flats. How yuck I cant wear any pretty shoes without that horrible tan line. Today he called . I hate it jager , I hate how your voice is so persuasive – you nearly had me . I hate how your utterly seductive your voice is . and whats worst is that I nearly forgot your voice , and now –today you had to call . I couldn’t go today jager , no reason in particular , I would have gone if you asked me , just like that I would have gone and god knows what we’d get up to , but I left you in the past and seeing you would mean re-visiting what took me so long to leave behind , im sorry if my excuse wasn’t good enough but that’s all I could come up with . Believe me when I say this, but it was so hard for me to say no. at least there’s a positive outcome for your call jager , you gave me something to blog about , I know how lame it is for me to write down points of things to blog about , but due my genetic lack of brain cells that’s the only way to go .
I feel particularly unloved today , how horrible .
happy holidays lads (: . (L) LADYM;