& sometimes goodbyes really are forever .

i never got to say goodbye .
no kiddin'
i thought i said it the first time round
but you came back ,
so goodbye you -
no more memories for us ey ?
you'll always be with me
and if you ever need me .
you know where i am -

LADY M ;

Our hearts are drunk with a beauty our eyes could never see

Today is Thursday , music is currently on shuffle as I am not , for once feeling any mood in particular , however , music has the tendency to change my mood very quickly , so lets see how it goes . grace had commented on the way I write my blogs today, funny thing is I didn’t notice it until she pointed it out , ‘ your blogs are all about your day ‘ she said . so I thought about it , only losers with cock faces would want to read about my adventure through school , my mood swings and almost non existant love life , so after much thinking , I decided to talk about random shit about me . okay so who ever reads shit about me must be even more loserish & cock face – ier that normal , but oh well –
I mood swing a lot , a lot being every half an hour or so , one minute id be tired and sleepy, pissed off and grumpy , next minute id be as high as a bitch on ice and screaming at the top my bumbum , I don’t know if you guys know when your mood instantly changes but I can feel it when my mood begins to change , its horrible . I hate it . I used to think it was periods affecting my moods but after awhile im pretty sure , im stuck with it for life , its just one of ‘those’ things , like some people who are sooo damn ugly that no mother fcking plastic surgery would do any good , my moods are just as bad , no yoghurt is going to help . ( according to scientists in the united states , yoghurt is meant to help the brain function at a standard level therefore equalling the amount of some hormone that controls our mood ) see ? very smart . lets clap for Melinda ! anyways so I feel sorry for those people that have 2+ periods with me per day , eg . Kelly , judy & jenny . especially judy who has to put up with my ‘ touchy feely’ moods and then my ‘ hitting , screaming and swearing ‘ moods. I feel sorry for her . I really really do . and as for andy who I no longer call my friend – he knows what he did , I don’t care if he has to put up with my worst mood swings , making life a little bit harder for him will be my pleasure , makes me sound like such a bitch , but apparently I am . According to sources, im the bitchest of them all. Funny how many backstabbing whores are out there , but us girls know how to handle criticisms , shove the finger up and walk away . better yet girls like me & jenny who can get bastards that talk shit , hit id shove my head up my vagina hole if I were you .
I was extremely moody today , Im sorry mark , & those that I pms-ed at .
Thank you to david , who made my day –
Your long ass text messages make me feel special (:
I loveeeee youuuuu ! (L)
& grace is my best friend .ahaha .

maybe .

mark , its optus .

hey there michael jackson .

i know your question- but im sorry i cant give you the answer /

let me tell you a story -

once upon a day , a wedsday to be exact a group of losers by the name of ; anthony , keneth judy & melinda decided they'd jigg school as gala day was cancelled - and being stuck in a class room was like .. argh . with $ 10 + $2.50 , they caught a train to liverpool & met up with ralph , dillon , palo , david & isaac . they went to the park , shops , etc etc .

(even though david was being the biggest dog . farout . melinda still somehow loves him dearly ,maybe its cause of the 7 missed calls . buahaha . (x ) *

melinda taxed alot of shizzle because some gronk . cough . * ralph* . took her $ 10 to buy a deck that he didnt even SHARE . then his friend dillion decided that it would be sooo intresting to put pink zinc all over melinda , face to bum . all covered . my lord . '' hey its the big pink ball !'' . fuckers . then melinda wanted to climb the tree too cause ralph did but she failed . miserably so instead she put streamers all over the tree :)

then keneth & anthony left melinda & judy cause they didnt like ralph . . .

the rest was history . laaaa.at something o'clock melinda kissed all her boys goodbye & made her way with judy to the train station where she crashed at judys , and had PIZZZA . until judy decided to kick melinda out . the whore .

isaac is the cutest (;

'' judy i always thought you'd be tall , judy sounds tall '' says ralph

bauahahhahahaa .

judy owes melinda sour cream grain waves . :@

M2399M(L)

pss/

he gave me that sexy nod so i gave him my number .

buahaha, so i saw a hot hot hot , enough to trot guy at chesterhill after school
so when he asked for my number ?
foshureee babe (;
ahaha, its not you stop reading this
' chesterhill boy ' (L)

LADYm.

i'll put my feelings away for tonight , cause i know now you've got her .

im going to blog little by little because when i blog one big one i cant remember everything i wanted to type in the first place, you know those really funny things that you think you'll remember forever & ever ?
my forever & ever are like two hours long ;
so today i told ralphy to tell me a story , so whats he do ?
he rips off the story of tarzan and then brother bear . bauahaha .
i also have a extremely big dislike for dota espeacially people who dog me for it ,
i must also thank my little duncan , who made fun of himself just so id feel better for my fail haircut . bald . ROFLMAO .
i love my mummy cause she made mongolian lamb for me , she spent like forever to read the instructions , what a beautiful women .
i want david online cause he seems to depress me .
i wish samantha all the best for europe .
i will start my ' i love ' list tomorow :)
and , as for gala tomroow nora says - you are pathetic , were the hot atheletes ?
some shizzle , faaar even our coach reckons were a fail .
we're talented alright beaver face .
watch us spank some ass tomroow . (L)
& thank you nora baby for the chocies ;D

ps. to those bitches that full piss me off like shit today - note andy , & mark :@
i hate only andy , fcuk lad , watch what i mother fcuking do to you .
you cow & a half .
omfg , wtf mark go offline without my ' goodnight ' oh i see how it is .


LOVE LOVE LOVE LADY M (L)

wth

so today in english , my head got hit by a love letter from grace to andrew .
im on the phone with biggest losers far.
why do i bother . fmd .
goodbye .

LADYM;

fmd

so this is what you do to me .
baby you got back to square one .
god i hate how you make me feel .

so why is it that sometimes the things we see with our own eyes, makes it harder to believe?

im tired, and the reason for that is entirely my fault , pdhpe had absolutely nothing to do with it amazingly enough , after pdhpe i was fully pumped and ready for almost everything - almost . but i think science drained all that energy away from me , i hate science it seems to drag on for what seems like a enternity . i must apoligize though to those who i went agro at today , to those i hit , pinched and slapped . judy , andy , raymond & especially anthony . i know my apology will not heal your arm , face or wrist but its all i can do , after all i did offer you a band aid . i went home and re-told the story of ' conversations between us ' to jenny , as difficult as it was i succedded in the end , to best of my abilites . i cried alot today, like 3 times , which is kinda alot considering i only spent 6 hours at school which meant i cried like every 2 hours , ohhh how depressing . then i walked home with that feral girl kelly who decided that pouring cream on my hair would be funny , yes well kelly lu , it isnt , it made my hair sticky and yucky , maybe i should go into your ginormous house to use your ginormous bathroom to wash my hair , rich bitch . im suprised i have internet , cause i didnt think id have it today or for the rest of the month cause' my contract finished today ; but i do , must be gods way of rewarding me , yes it must be . haircut is total F A I L . geez , but the hairdresser was funny as , so i guess he made it worth it . ahaha .

LADY M .