MELINDAAA&KELLY;

this is to the people who have been a part of my 2009 -
the people who have been there for me , the ones that kept my head up , the ones who stayed by my side , the ones who listened .
this is to the people who broke me , the ones who made me who i am today , the ones that hurt me most taught me something valuable & for that i thank everyone who was someone in my 2009♥

thankyou- to those who have stayed . - amy , jenny ,mercedes , grace , samantha , ralph ,jayshun , keneth & david
a; we've always been together , thick & thin . i feel honoured to call someone like you my friend , my bestfriend . thank you for sticking by me , listening to me and making everything seem okay . i thought i lost you this year ; when someone came into our lives but left as quickly as he enetered . but i didnt , our love proved to be much stronger then that .
j; we fight alot . we do . i wont lie . we argue about complete bullshit . but i love you . you make me laugh like crazy . you force me to smile . we have this endless supply of shit to talk about and a trillion plus one crazy things we do .
m; baby, i feel as if we've drifted apart during this year , high school more then ever proves to be a difficult time for both of us , and considering who we are and what we do , it feels different now , going out and just doing the things we used to . but babe , somewhere there , is the girl that i adore . so its fine to say were still strong for another year .
g; you would never guess , how happy you make me . your such a beautiful person in & out ; and even though its too late for me to be as pure as you , i have hope for my children one day , that they are just like you . your incredible .
s; babe , for the times you've stayed up just listening to my bullshit . my last minute phone calls & emergency breakups . my screaming , crying , shouting . my absolute everything . your my absolute everything .
when you girls are down , i may not be able to pull you up . but i promise to lay right next to you .
&
r; hunny buuuun sugaaa plum . i know this year was pretty hard . on both of us . i know i didnt give you enough time . i didnt give us enough time . but i want you to know , you'll always be a part of me . no matter where we are . remember our unconditional love ? . thats forver . i want you to know . that your the only reason why i smiled at the end of ocotober the 17th . you made my day . you did .
j; my big brother , i know right now its very hard for us to do anything but as soon as you whip those asses in hsc it'll be back to normal , wont it ? thank you for staying by me this year . i know i was so horrible to you .
k; you make me laugh . you make me smile . and i love how you make me feel when your around . your soooo nice to have putten up with me . for always coming out whenever i ask and buying my lunch for me ! . you mean the world to me & i hope in time we grow closer :)
d; your soo bright gee ! . i love the way you make my problems dissappear . its like KAAAABANG! and there gone . you make little non-funny things funny . i can talk about anything with you and you try hard not to judge me by what im saying . thank you soo much .

thank you- those who hurt me & left me .
e; you come first to mind when i think of lost . because you truely were the first person who left me and never came back . im so sorry the way i hurt you . we had a chance to fix things up but i ruined it . i hate you as much as im sorry . i hate you for teaching me something i didnt want to learn so soon in my life . i hate you so much but at the same time im so sorry that i broke us . and what we had .
m; you hurt me alot . but to say i never hurt you would be a lie . what i did to you - im so sorry . i really am . i loved you more then anything . lets leave it to that . no matter what , at that time , under the fireworks . i loved you more then you could ever possibly imagine . but now thats over and done with . i have to live with my mistakes . thank you , you taught me something i wont ever forget .
j; i thought we were really close , but i guess i was wrong . this year . you havent been a part of any bit of my life . i hate you for leaving when i needed you most . for when i needed a shoulder , you left me . you fucking said forever. its the people like you who make it so hard for me to learn to trust , to love and to care for . the doors shut . locked . dont come back to me .
j&k; you girls meant the whole world and beyond to me at one point , i could always talk to you , no matter what it was . i could always tell you things that i couldnt ever tell anyone else , no that its different , im thanking you for being there for me . even though ultimately you girls left . i cant say its not for the best . your happiness is all i want .
thankyou-to those who came into my life .
linda , helen & tn ; all of you are equally amazingly beautiful , thank you for taking care of me this year . im so sorry to have left without a proper goodbye . but know i love you all . with all my heart .
t&s; thank you for making me laugh when all i really wanted to do was cry . you dont know how much i adore you both .

& those who've tried to break me . im immune to your bullshit . so baby you can try all you want . im bulletproof .

i wish everyone a happy new year . i loved 2009 . & i only wish for better in 2010 .
stay safe during the holidays & smile no matter what the life throws at you .

note - i have profread this post like a gazillion times - so i assure you everything here is intential . i tried my best to conceal names as to not offend anyone . but if you happen to spot yourself here ; & dislike what i have written about you . then hunny go ahead and smd . i really cannot care less :)

melinda tram -