i gave you my all , couldnt you see that ?

grace im blogging for you , i dont know why though , theres nothing to blog about . theres a car accident down my street , that means its down your street as well grace . well i was going to walk down and see how many people died , but im not wearing appropriate clothing for the occassion . im tired , i need more sleep . i really wouldnt mind going jogging if raymond came along :) but noooo , lazy kiddo . im so sorry mercedes , we really must catch up , its been too long .
nts- piercings on thursday .
& tongue piercing is being put on hold until i find enough money :@

melinda

If I forget to get the door
Remind you that you're beautiful
I know my detail requires more attention
If I ever hurt you it's not my intention
Cause we're gonna make our mistakes
Find out how much your heart can take
But I know that you got my back
And baby I got yours
(8)

I can see the tears forming around your eyes.And I can see your fears building up inside.I can see you’re confused and tired of life.I can tell you wish everything felt right.I can tell you’re sad and just want to be held.I can tell you fake that smile and that you’re going through hell.I can tell you’re afraid and fed up with the pain.I can tell your feelings are hard to explain.All you need is for someone to come along.To take your fears away so that they’d be gone.Someone to keep you warm when you’re shivering in cold.With someone whom your future will unfold.Someone to take your hand and hold on tight.Someone who will accompany you throughout the night.Someone to wipe those tears from your eyes.Someone who will be faithful and never say goodbye.Think real hard and you’ll figure out that someone is me.I’ll make you my everything,to my heart you’ll have the key.I’ll give you happiness I’ll make your fears be gone.Because it seems like in this world we all need that someone to come along

dear god -
please help me .

-melinda

but everyone else seems to be moving on , just fine .

had a heaps embarrassing day today ;$
OMGGGG ><
so today i went to this beauty salon place to ask the prices for piercings ;
the door was closed and next to the door had a sign that said ' ring doorbell for assistance ' and there was a doorbell so i rung it , and i kept looking inside and there were two people sitting down on the seats but no one near the receptionist place . so i stood there for about ten minutes , every now and then attempting to slide open the door and having that lady on the seat stare at me , about 15minutes later a lady came out from the door and was serving the lady who was on the seat , agitated , i kept ringing the doorbell but no one looked at me , i decided that when that lady came out i could go in , after she got served she PUSHED open the door and i took hold of it , THEN . THEN she said ' the door was open the whole time you know '
FML. ;$

once upon a time ; i had you ♥

false hope

& you knew it was due to happen
yet you let yourself though it .

the saddest part

truth is , there a certain things that will never fade away untill the heart stops beating & last breath is taken .

1 2 3 ..
HAPPYMOTHERFRICKING15THMARK! ;
we've been through shit aye lad ?
the ups & downs
thrills & spills -
the ride of our lives :)
you were there for me , when all i needed was someone to talk to ,
you made me laugh my ass off , your cool like that ;D
what would i have done if your mummy never made you ?
i wouldnt be the porkroll to someones dimsim , catch my drift homie ?
you deserve nothing but the best & your going to have nothing less then the best today , fuck like theres no tommorow baby boy , cause your only the 1 to the 5 for a year . heres to us - for making it through & to you - on your special day .

& happy birthday sonic :)

(L)MELINDATRAMOFO.

happy birthday my beautiful ruby :)
goodbye ms vy kieu , i will miss you
thank you ann for notes -

i love you (L)

its been awhile since i've seen that smile of yours -

exams can smd . fahh . too tired for this shit . i love you ann :) / your oh so thoughtful . i love thoughtful people . so last night even though i was meant to be studying i was on the phone & youtubing with miss jenny . drools * his soooo hot [; / and its sooo gay cause everyones listening to that one song , and i wouldnt mind it but its not in english so WTH . LALALA, wedding dress :)(8)
science exam tommorow , looks like another trip to keneths in the morning - sighs .
ohhh shops with jenny & the boys tommorow , makes everything worth it . YAYYAYAY- blue dress from valley girl . YAYYYYYYY . :)

ilovelovelovethefagfacethatmakesmydaywith2words- (L)MELINDA;

& forgetting is the hardest part ;
i miss julie :(
come to sydney soon ! (L)

whatever you like .

& the biggest hugs to the darlings that were there for me -
samantha , mark , jason , linda & ralph -
i love love love you guys with all my heart ♥

i wanted to tell you , you crossed my mind today .
a few dozen times maybe even, a couple hundred .

thank you to those who were extremely understanding of my change of mood today , thank you to keneth who bought me lunch , once again , anthony for buying me drinks , andrew for giving my lollies and last of all ,that boy for the lighter :)

lovely see-ing , shyndie , grace , dennis , tylar and and , that boy from moonie :)

maybemaybemaybe;
(L)MELINDAAA;

whered you come from on this lonely night -
swear god must have made lightning strike .

studying is horrible , i keep getting distracted . read somewhere that oranges help you concentrate , so i ate 2 . but then it hurt my mouth after wards , is that normal ?
sigh - andy im sorry . (L)MELINDAAA;

i know you've never had a man like that .

study ?
study my ass .
fah cant study when andrew , jenny and keneth .
fail fail fail . )x

your so complicated . ffs , why cant you just tell me whats wrong .
(L)MELINDAAA;

i love toast and coffee in the mornings ,
so im going to study on my bed , theres a comfortness to it all . amazingly enough, my parents havent told me to study at all , even after i told them i have exams , they assume im full ass serious about it just cause i stuck the time table next to my laptop (8
im really going to try and study today .
like full hardcore study , like crazy study :)
yayyy study , im actually happy to study , i havent done it for soo long or properly , sooo yayyyy . ;D im a spaz , shut up /
first shower , waxwaxwax then i'll study .
goodbyeee :)
(L)MELINDAAAA;

S(HE) BE(LIE)VE(D).

NOV1309;

& if i had you ..

after school , raymond , keneth , anthony , andy , andrew & i went chester hill to buy food . felt so pimp (H) . then went park , sparked up . ahaha andrew ma your the cutest , sitting there eating seseme seeds . ROFLMAO . went library - anthony & keneth , puh-lease keep your hands to yourself . i left my mark on you boys . you deserved it . studied for like 10minutes -- '
learnt a new world , metamorphise rock . merci keneth&andrew for taking the time to teach me how to pronounce it . ahaha . had pizza for dinner cause dad was too lazy to cook . happy birthday anthony le's grandpapa & edward . ahaha i can see your pindick andy vo ;D

thank you keneth for lunch & anthony for the mango thing (x

(L)MELINDAAA;

it may mean nothing to you , but understand it did to me .

there was a day ..

sharon ; it dosent look like your wearing pants
melinda ; im not
- silence ;D

it was freaking hot so i didnt wear pants to tutor . its not as bad as you think , really . i wore undies . and as far as im concerned my shirt covered my bumbum , so it was just like wearing a dress , melinda style [;
faaah that vy biaaaatch took my kindergarten photo ! i want it back ;@
GRRRRRRR.
mum takes like frickin 15minutes to buy butter from woolworths , there arnt even that many brands to choose from geesh . there are christmas trees all over chesterhill square , there so pretty . whilst waiting for mum to choose which butter was cheaper , i was wondering how long it would take me to run off with one of the trees , shove it in the boot and come back to woolies again .
so i was at canely today with joanne and there was this lady who kept telling me to buy yoghurt from her . LIKE WTH . i told her i have no money , so she goes ' special price 11 for $10 ' rightioooo . sorry jess for the misunderstanding , full forget your birthday and shit ey ?
as i promised , kevin la has blogged about me , therefore in return i must advertise his blogspot - http://kevinnnlala.blogspot.com/
clickclickclick!
oh jeez andy tell me to download that song ..
and it wasnt even fricking english -
sorry but id like to stick with things i understand . blahblahblah .
thank you hamidi for notes (:
your writing gives me headache .
SHOTGUNSHOTGUNSHOTGUNKENETHHHH!;D
i felt special to have been chosen to do a survey .
i like being chosen for things .
it makes me happy :)
i know i wanted to blog more , but i just cant remember .
oh well . yum yoghurt :)
i love yoghurt . yum yum yum .
(L)MELINDAAA;
your smile brightens my day :)

& you've got a smile that can light up this whole town - peterpeterpeter .

shining .

if you want your heart intact , give it to no one - cs lewis
oh wth i want a ' i love blacktown ' shirt too .
thats not faaair !
i want one ! D;
so what if i dont love blacktown as much as i say i do ?
its like my third home -
sefton , cabra .. blacktown (x
being in love is smiling for no reason .
you make me do that alot (:
so went walking with andy & ralph ..
while we were waiting for ralph i decided id sit down on a chair , but there was a fricking bird stuck on the seat and i thought it was dead and started screaming , but it wasnt , it was like stuck .. so the brave andy vo pulled it off the seat but it still couldnt walk so some old man carried it and put it in a box .. :)
ralph took half my fricking deck . fcukwit ;@ ' the more i smoke , the less you smoke ' blahblahblah.fuckyou.
im so cool ,
wore my pyjamas round sefton , i look so hard in my pink boxers (H)
yeah yeah hamidi owes me science & english notes ;D
made ralph bleed >;]
you deserved it
jason's gaaay , ' i cant feel my bum '.
love crystal hair , do anything for that shizzle mofo (L)
<3MELINDAAA;

i'll be there for you until the very last day (8) .
stay here forever - donnie klang ft.frankie B (:

little girl dramas;
the bitch fights
the back stabbers
the shit talkers
keep your head held high baby girl -
these things blow over
love melinda thanh ngoc mai isabella tram ♥

wont say im sorry

oh where does grace get all these corny quotes from ?
there absolutely the cutest (x
so i googled ; ' corny quotes '

grace , omg . do i need to install a new blogspot thing ?
cause cause this one is wierd ...
anywaaay :)
went library today with the study buddy , i think my study buddy is the sex -
yes yes , you are the sex [;
i get distracted very easily , im going to fail science , mother fkurhh ;@
maths , maths , maths - need to do maths .
kelly kelly kelly ! remember - sisters keeper ;D
fah do you know who asks stupid questions ?
anthony le does .
his very very stupid .
loserrrr :)
miss soljic your a mother freakin' cow & a half , yeah yeah tell me off for not doing my work when i cant see cause your in the way, fah .
and bitch ? i dont give you any fucking looks .
i love english , it just flys by (H)
not quite sure if i have my periods or not ,
see , ive got the blood & shit
but it isnt quite enough .
so doctor duncan , what do you suggest ?
last time i told judy my periods were irregular she said i had vaginal cancer .
stupid japanese :)
i can sing this big bang song -
fly fly - sky ? booga booga yoooo . (8
phone bill is massive . sorry mummy & daddy
just know i love you both sooo much :)
intensive studying starts .. now / fmd .
(L)LADYMELINDAAA;& i just want you to know , you mean this whole entire world ♥

& when they ask you about our love , tell them its timeless , its timeless (8)

fcuk you maths homework , im too tired for this shit . ;@ im not in the mood,can you tell / , son of a female dog , piss me off . ‘’don’t you know anything ? ‘’ quote from some movie that I thought was extremely cute . anyway, im going to tell you this once , when you get drunk off your ass and say shit you’ll regret the next day, im sorry but your gonna have to face the consequences , I don’t care what day it is today, don’t go making me look bad with the ‘bestfriend’ speech cause its not working anymore , am I being bitchy ? bossy even ? hope so .

baby just stay with me – foreveeer .

fml . english , maths & science .

melinda.

promise me no tears ;;

farout , tired tired tired . cleaned room like a mad women , suppose to be studying . sigh -
horrible day , my throat hurt from talking to grace all technology , worst cramps at recess & history , then gets told off in french and to top it all off , sits next to the smelly anthony le in english D;
thank you grace & megan for panadol & period pain tablet ? (x
ANDDD PETER for water :)
kelly&judy- oh babys please dont cry - i dont like it when you girlies are sad
turn that frown upisde down :)
sorry to those who had to put up with my mood swings / i love you all .
must now study .
happy birthday mercedes (L)

-MELINDAAAA;

091109;

to my baby girl on her special day - mercedes charnce rushton (L)
today you blow 14 candles out . 14 years of your life has taken you up to this point , where you are now is what you've achieved in 14 years , where i am now is because of you ..
we've been through so much , from the little graffetti on toliet doors to cutting seats on trains . we've seen eachother at our worst & our best . from the boy crushes to broken hearts , the phone calls to the wedding ..
i want you to have the best mother fucking day out -
dont let anyone bring you down - no one .
its your day & you deserve to have the brightest smile on that gorgeous face of yours - i love you now , forever & always ..♥ melinda tram
i'll meet you at the alter [;

i wish i could say something that would make you trust me ;
but if you give me time , i can prove it to you ,
cause if i had a second chance i would never need a third .

my life relvolves around the the most littlest things that make breathing worth every second. i love love love & cannot possibly live without ;



THELATENIGHTCALLS; theres something incredibly irrestibly seductive about the late night phone calls thats got me hooked . and not just the call itself but the equally seducive person on the other end [;

&

THEBESTFRIENDS; i dont tell you enough how much i appreciate you guys . if i could have it my way, id have you guys right beside me always . but as life would have it , half the time were miles apart but you should know you always have a place in my heart

to be continued -
this blog will be finished in due time :)
(L)LADY MELINDAAA;


i never knew why - maybe if i listened , see what was behind those mother fucking words, i would have seen too .

thank you kelly , jason & duncan

kelly- being there from the beginning :)
sorry i called your corny-ness gay .

jason- i dont know whered i be without you by my side .
' he wont steal your heart , you'll give it to him '

duncan- why is there a tampon up your nose ?
your gay bay ;D

love you lads ; <3 MELINDAAA .

Its not up to me anymore
If you want me in your life
You’ll put me there ;

melinda tram .

no i dont want to loose you ,
not now
not ever
so please would you just hold on that little bit tighter ?

happy birthday baby linda :) / im so fucking tired , farout . i love the way ruby does my hair , even if it hurts . alot . and i know ruby loves the way i sing . ahaha . aww broo , mehmet id love to get wasted with you tonight , but maybe if you drove your mercedes my way , then id roll with you - just tonight [;
there are just a few things i cant go through the day without , its like my day isnt over yet until ive had a coffee , or my two showers , or my hair drying . etc etc .
amy is a lucky whore ;@ . gets whatever / whoever she pleases . i envy you baby girl :) / have fun with mr tanky .
fah need to study for tn tommorow , arghhhh )x
ralphy boo - im sorry we havent spoken for .. 3 days ?
i know bestfriends tralalala- but its harder for us aint it ?
but s'all good ,we've been through worst [;

/ dear ----- ,
whatever it was that i did , im sorry . i am . swear . if you dont tell me , theres no way i can fix it. then again , i doubt you'd tell me , so i guess we'll get over this one without really knowing why it happened to be .
lately you've meant alot to me , alot meaning , alot . so when you ask me how much i love you , alot is all i can say .
melinda -

explain yourself .

causeee when i leave for the night , i aint coming baaaack (8)

today i had office messenger , that whore of a bitch elias told me off like crazy .
socks , shirt , sleeves , nails , bracelet . blahblahblah . fuaack you . alright ?
thank you to - evie , alan & andy . for allowing me to swap blocks from time to time . & sorry for being a tad bit laazy xP .
a dickhead - who will not be named . dogged me today . ;@ . so after school , anthony , keneth , andy & i went out and sparked up on the middle of the street . yaah were cool like that . thank you anthony - owe you kiddo ;D
then , mercee , grace , samantha & i went cabraaamatta (H)
bummed , bought little knives (8
& taxed this and that .
crazy man on train ;S
faaaah, bastard .
PHOTOS PHOTOS PHOTOS ! YAYYYY .
LOVE;MELINDAAAA.

mercedes , grace & samantha - made a horrible day slightly less horrible .<3

Baby its your smile –

fah got bashed by that farvale bitch vy ;@ . bruise my whole arm , no worries babe . anyway , apprantly I have a ugly number – 13 . fcuk you alright ! . 8 8 8 . tongue piercing soon lads . suck it up . tutor homework can smd . and so can andy . full blackmail me in geo aye ? aye boy !? thank Joanne for the hello kitty ;D , cutest shieet out . LOVE YOUU . I like presents :) . office messenger tomorrow ! , bagsd a block whores . lets play pictionary . yayyyy . I haven’t been to a wedding in ages , I love weddings , there so glittery and pretty . andd you get all happy cause everyone else is happy . my throat hurts . sorry judy for pmsing . I swear deep down , I love you , really I do . I would like a new camera .

(L)MELINDAAA.

right , blog blog blog .
i should be science noting anthony ;@
but for you i blog .
anthony is stupid :)
and also short .
i used to think he thinks stupid delibrately , but lately ive noticed its all real .
anthony le is a doosh :)
you will not get married anthony le le le .

cause you never know , maybe shes afraid .

TRALALALALA. just got home :)
so today , ralph came over , after taking photos ralph got bored so he decided we should go out , so we did , roamed around sefton for awhile till we saw jake & then david & nicholas . andy came out . and i had to sit on the drive way watching the losers play bball . then we went to get ice cream - saw tylar ! and then trained it back to cheso . so ralph seeing as though i love you so much would you like to give me back my shit ? cause its all in your bag ;@ . argh ear lobe is bleeding D;
fah needa study .
nice to see my lovelys today :)
-RALPH
-JAKE
-TYLAR
you boys are the cutest [;

cant feel bad 'bout feel this good .

(L) MELINDAAAA.X

(8) I'm still fly , yeaaah , I'm sky high
& I dare anybody to try and cut my wings ;

this is dedicated to anthony le -
your gay gay gay , yeszhurr , you :)
your a dickhead too , wait till i tell andy what you've been saying .
shit talker .
& i do not wake up late .
you wake up early .
loser .
LOSER .
anthony le , don co hoc tuc la .
smart ass figure it out . (L)MELLY.

& remember there all the same

if you want it , dont let go until you have it . (L)

28/40 for science skills :)
mum was home today, shes so annoying . blah blah blah . threatend me with a spoon
--'
walked home with judy &+ selectives - cabraaaaa traain (H)
i like cabra .
i like it alot .
the losers - grace & evie , who havent stepped foot in the place , swear you girls are missing out on the best pho [;
and to evie - who dosent like pho and rather a vegemite sandwich , well , in that case your a wierdo baby .
evie you also owe me my movie . made me watch that crappy movie for like 2 hours .
what a nice way to kill time .
ralphie & i must get that bracelet , the one that i like :)
sorry jason ; i love you -

happy birthday joanne -
baby girl , i love love love you ! you mean the world to me - have the bestest time of your life & i'll see you on thursday bubby (L)
& david- my faggot :)
<3MELINDA.

If only we saw nothing but the truth .

right now im suppose to be doing history homework , its on Richard the lionheart ? I think that’s quite pretty , ‘ lionheart’ . I have like zip zap zop things to blog about . I need to study, fah full fail science if I don’t . study buddy anyone ? (8. my head hurts .hardcore throbbing after shower . fml .

blogging again .

thank you -
vitchet for photos
keneth for lighter
& peter for staying on the phone

<3 LADYMELINDA.

bastards . nitfm . sorry . x