no i dont want to loose you ,
not now
not ever
so please would you just hold on that little bit tighter ?

happy birthday baby linda :) / im so fucking tired , farout . i love the way ruby does my hair , even if it hurts . alot . and i know ruby loves the way i sing . ahaha . aww broo , mehmet id love to get wasted with you tonight , but maybe if you drove your mercedes my way , then id roll with you - just tonight [;
there are just a few things i cant go through the day without , its like my day isnt over yet until ive had a coffee , or my two showers , or my hair drying . etc etc .
amy is a lucky whore ;@ . gets whatever / whoever she pleases . i envy you baby girl :) / have fun with mr tanky .
fah need to study for tn tommorow , arghhhh )x
ralphy boo - im sorry we havent spoken for .. 3 days ?
i know bestfriends tralalala- but its harder for us aint it ?
but s'all good ,we've been through worst [;

/ dear ----- ,
whatever it was that i did , im sorry . i am . swear . if you dont tell me , theres no way i can fix it. then again , i doubt you'd tell me , so i guess we'll get over this one without really knowing why it happened to be .
lately you've meant alot to me , alot meaning , alot . so when you ask me how much i love you , alot is all i can say .
melinda -