sweetie your beautiful

im standing on a line between giving up & see-ing how much more i can take ;

dear ________ ,
all i want to know is if you feel the same , cause what your playing around with is my heart . if you dont know what the fuck your doing then please drop it. it'll break , sure , but atleast i'll still have the pieces left . you confuse me , you really do . & i hate confusion . say it straight . please .
love always - melinda ♥

.. so today was frickinn' crazy ass hot , but i wanted to go out . so the beautiful shyndie volunteered to put up with me for a couple of hours . YAYYYY . trained it to villawood . meet up with mercee,grace&+ friend . theeen went to eat ice cream with shyndie , ohh loved the ice cream ey shyndie ? sexy shieet . trained to cabra so miss shyndie can buy cancer sticks , waited for honky ponky , the tanktanktank boyfeee [;
DOGGED , him )x for chesterhill/ & bankstown . ahaha :)

im not exactly sure whether i should be happy or not . sure i had great time with shyndie & girls , but theres always got to be something ruining everything .