Our hearts are drunk with a beauty our eyes could never see

Today is Thursday , music is currently on shuffle as I am not , for once feeling any mood in particular , however , music has the tendency to change my mood very quickly , so lets see how it goes . grace had commented on the way I write my blogs today, funny thing is I didn’t notice it until she pointed it out , ‘ your blogs are all about your day ‘ she said . so I thought about it , only losers with cock faces would want to read about my adventure through school , my mood swings and almost non existant love life , so after much thinking , I decided to talk about random shit about me . okay so who ever reads shit about me must be even more loserish & cock face – ier that normal , but oh well –
I mood swing a lot , a lot being every half an hour or so , one minute id be tired and sleepy, pissed off and grumpy , next minute id be as high as a bitch on ice and screaming at the top my bumbum , I don’t know if you guys know when your mood instantly changes but I can feel it when my mood begins to change , its horrible . I hate it . I used to think it was periods affecting my moods but after awhile im pretty sure , im stuck with it for life , its just one of ‘those’ things , like some people who are sooo damn ugly that no mother fcking plastic surgery would do any good , my moods are just as bad , no yoghurt is going to help . ( according to scientists in the united states , yoghurt is meant to help the brain function at a standard level therefore equalling the amount of some hormone that controls our mood ) see ? very smart . lets clap for Melinda ! anyways so I feel sorry for those people that have 2+ periods with me per day , eg . Kelly , judy & jenny . especially judy who has to put up with my ‘ touchy feely’ moods and then my ‘ hitting , screaming and swearing ‘ moods. I feel sorry for her . I really really do . and as for andy who I no longer call my friend – he knows what he did , I don’t care if he has to put up with my worst mood swings , making life a little bit harder for him will be my pleasure , makes me sound like such a bitch , but apparently I am . According to sources, im the bitchest of them all. Funny how many backstabbing whores are out there , but us girls know how to handle criticisms , shove the finger up and walk away . better yet girls like me & jenny who can get bastards that talk shit , hit id shove my head up my vagina hole if I were you .
I was extremely moody today , Im sorry mark , & those that I pms-ed at .
Thank you to david , who made my day –
Your long ass text messages make me feel special (:
I loveeeee youuuuu ! (L)
& grace is my best friend .ahaha .