m.

im feeling happy ;
the happy you feel when someone gives you a bunch of flowers and reminds you how much they love you , thats the happy i feel , but i didnt get any flowers or even a reminder that someone loves me , no .
i had the shittest most horrible day of my life , and no one gives a fuck .
yet i feel happy .
really happy .
i cant stop smiling , i thought i was retarted , just smiling like a lunatic .
but no .
im not retarted and im not a lunatic .
and even though i have a tummy ache and i feel ekky and even though my feet is extremely cold and no one seems to care i still manange to be happy and smile - and it isnt even the plastic smile that sales assitance give you .

no im smiling and im happy .
because well , guess its because i think im moved on .


goodbye . m