yesterday , today & tomorow .

anthonys a faggot who thinks im a faggot but really im not a faggot so i dont think he is ethier .

i have massive pimple on the left side of my face its kinda up , abit to the right . well its massive and with massive , i mean massive , no exagerrating . its like humungaaaas .
its like bloody jupiter ; all the fricking pimples in my whole lifetime , ganged up on me .
bloody puberty . YEAH YEAH FUCK YOU ! .
argh . rage .

ever had one of those days when your completely useless & ugly ?
or atleast you feel like it ?
yeah , i had one of those ' ugly ' days .
my body is not in porpotion and then to top that off , i have a fucking planet on my face .

& if things werent horrible enough , the shit just keeps rolling in .
im having such a shit week .
why ?
is it because i stopped believing in god ?
well its not my fault .
bloody oath ,
im sorry if this offends grace or michael .
its just well i cant be expected to believe in someone who ive never met before , i cant devote my whole life , to pretend theres something , someone out there .
sorry religons just not working for me .
& to omaar who so desperatley persuaded me to believing in a god , cause then atleast im living for something -
im very sorry i wasted so much of your time on me .
truth is , im not much of a believer , a follower or a devoted person .

i want a rabbit (: